I really am. My parents took my kids to play at the park with their cousins so I took a bath in their big bath tub and shaved my legs! All the way! This is a big deal. Now I am sitting at the computer listening to Muse and eating my second bologna sandwich for the day. Please don't judge. My diet has been nothing to brag about the last couple of months. I can't wait to get back to the foods I used to eat. BUT, I CAN stomach way more varieties of food than I could a week or so ago. And this is great news. I spent a lot of the morning trying to get through my google reader and now there is only 141 unread! I think it was almost to 700. I obviously deleted a lot. It was a good exercise to show me which blogs I really care about. And I care about everyones blog that I know personally, it is the imaginary friends one that I am talking about. I think I am going to delete some of them.
I was actually feeling good this last weekend, which was awesome because it meant I got to participate in Easter activities and do some stuff with my sis-in-law that was in town. She asked me to help her plan a baby shower for her bestie and it is going to be awesome. We were able to start the invites, but I wish I could have helped her do more (sorry Kirsten).
Someday when my computer is up and running and I am up and running I will post some Easter pics. The kids had a blast. They got to go to the Easter Pageant with Russ and some of his family. I am actually not sure who all was there but I am glad I decided not to go because I threw up that night, rather unexpectedly. Williams favorite part was when Jesus rose up at the end. Gracie's favorite part was with Mary, Joseph, and baby Jesus and Mary sings Jesus a lullaby. I could have guessed that would be her favorite part. My favorite part is when the children run to Jesus and sing, "he is my Savior, my Redeemer, and friend" because that is what I feel like - a child that constantly needs to run to the arms of my Savior and I am so grateful he is there and I was taught where to go when it gets so hard. And now I am crying and I need to stop before I make myself throw up.
Like I was saying, I felt better on the weekend, but left my unisom and vitamin b6 at my house so when I got out to my moms Sunday night I couldn't take it like I usually do. I didn't think it would be that big of a deal because I still had zofran, but it was. I was down all day Monday and threw up twice. That was a hard day. I was so excited to be getting better. I was able to take my the unisom and vit b6 and keep it down that night so Tues was better but still not good. I woke up feeling really good this morning, tho. So I will be continuing my meds without fail from now on.
Muse is on Friday and I will be going to it, even if I have to go in a wheel chair and take a lot of Zofran (safely) I am going to go! And I am very excited about it. I love Muse so much. Sometimes I think that everyone loves them and knows them but then realize that that is not true. I know they are not every ones cup of tea, but they are mine. They are so musical and diverse and I love it. Lets just say they kick start my rock n' rollin' heart.
I can't wait to be all the way better and unpack my house and have a party so I can see all you people that I miss so much right now. It won't be long before I crawl out of my cave. And at least I won't have hairy legs for it:)
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